micah lee david howard

I can just hear him say those words everything Micah you do not probably know how important that is for me to remember STOP!!!! SAY THESE THINGS OUT LOUD MICAH CHEESEBUGER NANA ........MICAH GO TO NANA..............NANA MICAH MICKEY NANA................MICAH MAKE FUNNY NANA .............MICAH FYE FYES NANA...........EVERY THING HE SAID TO ME HE LET ME KNOW HE WAS MICAH AND I WAS NANA...............SO LET ME SAY THESE THINGS THAT TOUCH MY HEART AND IF YOU LOVED THIS LITTLE GUY YOU WILL LEARN TO LOVE THEM TO

every season was Micah's he was in love with the sun God doesn't make mistakes he timing is unlikely and we will never understand but he as a reason for his plan so let's try to trust trust that he will be there to sustain us when we falter

this year was the year he could remember Santa you bether not shout bether not cry

you know Micah.... loved to play play all day never stop so remember when you come here to spend time with him you can play there are secret passages hidden pictures scratch cards and more lets play........Makayla plays everyday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!come join any time

Micah, I don't have a lot of memories of you, but my boys sure do!!! They miss you very much!! You brought them so much joy.  They are becoming fine young men.... and I think because you were in their lives, they learned how precious life is!!!  They learned patience because of you and I know they learned to cherish every minute!!  They have grown because of you!   My heart aches for your Nana and your mama and dad.....and James and Chris.... Sissy too!  Papa misses you too, this I know!  Winter is very cold and dreary.....makes everyone a little sad.  Spring will be here soon.  Our thoughts are always with you.....warmer days ahead, the sun will shine and our thougts of you will put smiles on our faces!!!  Life is worth living because we had you in our lives!!!!  The memories are many.... the tears have flowed!!!!   But, with spring, maybe our hearts will mend just a little more!   I know your soaring with the angels!!!!  Our little angel on earth is now with the angels in Heaven!!  Much Love!!

hey can you pick out your favorite lets play with micah today he loved to play all day non stop so much energy so much boy now click on the collage and see what you cansee

Micah buddy... you were a lot of everygbodies happyness. You brought so much joy to our lives. I remember how you jumped on the trampoline in the summer time and belted a sqeelish terrible laugh that seemed to go right througth me but i didnt say anything to you because i know you were having so much fun with the trampoline. Now looking back i would give anything to hear the laughter of your voice again. My fondest momment of Micah is every momment i saw that wounderful little boy smile! I also remember micah taking my wallet a couple of times or car keys so that way i wouldnt leave as fast, i heard of this happening to my brother chris but never to me and if i could change the past i would loose my keys and through my wallet for just a few more minutes with my nephew, i would do it in a heart beat. The last little memmorie i have is when he would try and burp and fake it and still say "escue me" This happened the other day while i was eating at a resturaunt, the little boy with blond hair, burped and i went back and enjoyed the memmorie of what Micah used tro do. Finnally i remember him calling me unc Jame or jame it was the first time in his life that he knew what to call me besides kiss(Chris). I thank god for the momments i got to spend with Micah. May you play with the angels now!!!   

OH THIS DAY HIS THIRD BIRTHDAY HE HAD A 4 WHEELER AND HE TOOK OFF i MEAN TOOK OFF HE WAS IN HEAVEN RIGHT THEN NO FEARS HE RODE THAT THING AS FAST AS IT WOULD GO HIS HAIR BLEW AND HIS EYES SPARKLED THESE ARE THE DAYS TO REMEMBER JAMES YOU WERE THERE DO YOU REMEMBER HIS SKY ROCKET HIS DAY WAS GRAND IT WAS THE 3RD YEAR OF THE DAY HE WAS BORN AND I WILL HAVE A BIRTHDAY FOR HIM EVERY YEAR TO COME I WILL NOT MISS A ONE HIS MOM MADE CINNAMON HAMBURGERS THAT WAS SOMTHING TO REMEMBER TO SHE WAS SO HAPPY SHE WAS THE MOTHER OF THESE TWO WONDERFUL BOYS WE ALL GET LOST AT TIMES BUT WE ALWAYS FIND OUR WAY BACK TO THE GOOD THINGS STAY AWAY FROM THE BAD THINGS EVERY ONE I WOULD RATHER HAVE A SIMPLY LIFE THAN NO LIFE AT ALL I WOULD RATHER WORK AND BE POOR BE ALONE AND BE ME THAN LOSE MY SELF OR MY LFE THANK GOD I HAD 3 YEARS WITH SOME ONE SO GRAND I AM SO THANKFUL NOW THAT CIRCUMSTANCES PUT ME IN THIS CHILS LIFE ALMOST EVERY DAY HE WAS HERE WITH US

i can just hear these two boys in the living room playing and here comes Micah mom baby "DE" cryin and over again then you would hear no baby and you would know de was into something Micah watched him like a hawk he was on it the joy i have most days are ones made in this house the one no one can bare to come to now the one i can hardly bare to leave it is my dream factory of memories i could write them all day

i was in the living room today and i saw Micah running to the door looking for his momma to come home from school he came in sat down beside me and said momma not home yet Nana i didn't say any thing he put both hands on my face and looked in my eyes and said not yet Nana momma not home yet can you hear me Nana i can still feel them little hands on my face today and i go look out the front door and say not yet Micah but she will be honey she's at school to make a better life for you boys God I miss this child the happy memories make such a broken heart pray for me today everyone i feel some days like i just can't go on believe it takes every bit of energy just to get to the side of the bed much less out the door to work then i want to get home to Makayla and my boys so bad i can't concentrate the tears just run now I'm not even crying they just run this they say is natural i say it just to much grief for one person this is a pic of his papa Everett with his lovely grandson