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THIS IS A TRIBUTE TO MICAH AND A WONDERFUL PLACE TO COME KNOW AND TRUST YOU ARE WELCOME HERE Love hard Love long remember everything take pictures save everything don't throw your time away it my be gone all to soon pray for Micah todayFROM ONE THAT LOVED HIM


 

ANGELA HOWARD

MICAH'S

{{{{{MOTHER}}}}}

THIS EYES WHAT DO THEY SEE

THIS MIND WHAT DOES IT THINK

THIS HEART SO BROKE

THIS MIND SO FULL

GOD LET THIS CHILD FIND

PEACE AND BE ABLE TO REST

SO CRUSHED SO LOST

WILL SHE EVER MEND

WILL YOU LEAVE HER LOST

WILL YOU WALK THAT PATH WITH HER

WILL YOU HELP HER BREATH

AGAIN

GOD WHERE ARE YOU

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THESE THREE WHAT JOY

THESE THREE WHAT HAPPINESS

THESE THREE ARE ANGEL'S

THESE THREE ARE ANGELA'S HEART

NOW ONE IS GONE AND BROKEN HER HEART WHAT PLAN DOES HE HAVE TO COMFORT HER NOW WE ALL NEED TO PRAY FOR GOD TO TAKE HOLD OF THIS MOTHER TODAY AND WALK WITH HER ALL THE WAY SHE HAS COME FAR ON HER OWN BUT NEEDS GOD NOW THERE IS STRENGHT IN PRAYER SO LETS PRAY EVERYDAY FOR HER TO WALK WITH LORD TO SHOW HER THE WAY 

SHE IS LOST AND THERE IS NO PLAN

SHE IS IN PAIN AND THERE IS NO END

SO PRAY

 

 


 

 ON THIS DAY WE HAD NO PLAN

IT WAS SUMMER AND WE ALL

DRESSED FOR A HOT DAY

WHEN WE GOT TO K-MART

 I SAID LETS GET A PICTURE

MICAH WENT TO RED THAT DAY

EVERYTHING HE PICKED UP WAS RED

SO THIS IS WHAT WE ENDED UP

WITH CHTISTMAS IN JULY

WHAT A JOY !!!!!!!

 


 

 

 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 


 

 

      

 

I AM THE NANA TO THIS CHILD

 

 

 

 

 

 

MICAH WOULD SAY CAN YOU

HAIR ME NANA 

  

 

 

 

MY LOVE THIS IS MEMORIAL WEEKEND

YOU WILL HAVE VISITORS ALL AROUND

WATCH OVER THEM

YOU ARE OUR ANGEL

YOU ARE GRAND

NANA 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

              

    MICAH LEE DAVID HOWARD

WAS BORN TO ANGELA AND CHAD HOWARD

IN BEDFORD TEXAS

 ON AUGUST 30TH 2004

AND DIED

WHILE ON VACATION IN LYONS KANSAS

 ON JANUARY 9TH 2008

AT THE AGE OF 3

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


            

                                                                           

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
January 22, 2008 My Beautiful Angel,There are no words to express the pain I  feeL deepwithin my heart and soul. The only thing that gets me through my days is knowing I still have your brother to raise someone has to let him know what a wonderful brother he had. I know you are with the lord jesus watching over all of us. The lord needed a beautiful angel by his side so he took the greatest thing that lived on this earth, you. You where the perfect son full of life always happy, You could always make me smile and happy just by looking into that angelic face. I am blessed to have had you these last 3 1/2 years, that in its self has made me the richest mother who ever lived. Your brother misses you and loves you very much. You where a lucky little boy you had two fathers, two brothers, two sisters and a family that loved you greatly. Know that we will never forget you we will celebrate your life every year on the day the lord blessed our lives with you. Mommy misses you Micah so much I love you with all my heart but I know I have to be strong for De'Angelo. I Promise he will know who you are and how much you love him always and forever. I love you my love. You go with the lord and be at peace be his angel he needs you now knowing I will see and hold you again one day will get me through all my years. With all my love Your Mommy. Angela Howard (Kansas City, MO)
 
 
 

 

Don't Tell Me

Please don't tell me you know how I feel,
Unless you have lost your child too,
Please don't tell me my broken heart will heal,
Because that is just not true,
Please don't tell me my son is in a better place,
Though it is true, I want him here with me,
Don't tell me someday I'll hear his voice, see his face,
Beyond today I cannot see,
Don?t tell me it is time to move on,
Because I cannot,
Don?t tell me to face the fact he is gone,
Because denial is something I can't stop,
Don't tell me to be thankful for the time I had,
Because I wanted more,
Don't tell me when I am my old self you will be glad,
I'll never be as I was before,
What you can tell me is you will be here for me,
That you will listen when I talk of my child,
You can share with me my precious memories,
You can even cry with me for a while,
And please don't hesitate to say his name,
Because it is something I long to hear everyday,
Friend please realize that I can never be the same,
But if you stand by me, you may like the new person I become someday
THIS IS HOW I BELIEVE
MY LOVING DAUGHTER
FEELS TO BE SO ALONE
FOR EVERYONE TO
WANT TO KNOW
JUST EXACTLY HOW
SHE FEELS
SHE FEELS
NOTHING
BUT
 THE NEED TO GO
ON FOR BABY DE'
BUT NOT FOR HIM
BUT NOT FOR HIM
OH MY GOD
BUT NOT FOR HIM
 
 
 

 

 

 


 

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You were such a tiny thing

The first day that I held you

Before I knew it you were

Almost as tall as me;

And worried about how you looked.

I was worried about how you behaved.

As you grew, my lessons became harder;

Being a Mother is a hard job.

And I had to learn how as I went along.

I always worried that I would do

The right thing, say the right thing;

To teach you the right thing.

Before I knew it you were all grown up.

My time had run out for teaching.

All I could do now is pray that I had done a good job.

I worried that I had taught you all the important things.

Like love, loyalty and family.

As I watch your spiritual growth now,

With
children of your own,

It is very clear, that even with no experience

I did a pretty good job.

Love, Mom xoxox

TO ANGELA I LOVE YOU

 

 

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 THESE ARE FROM SISSY SHE KNOWS

HOW TO DO IT NOW WATCH OUT

 SHE'LL SEND YOU STUFF

ALL THE TIME LOVE YOU MICAH

 

 

 

THE CHAIN SENT TO ANGELA ON A PLAGUE

FROM KELLY THE MOTHER OF

KIM,ALAN AND JOSH

WITH LOVE

 

 We little knew that morning that

God was going to call your name.

 In life we loved you dearly,

 In death we do the same.

It broke our hearts to lose you,

 you did not go alone;

for part of us went with you,

 the day God called you home.

You left us peaceful memories,

your love is still our guide,

and though we cannot see you,

 you are always at our side.

Our family chain is broken,

 and nothing seems the same,

but as God calls us one by one,

the chain will link again.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
 

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THIS WAS FROM SOMEONE SPECAIL THAT TOOK HER TIME THAT DIDN'T EVEN KNOW US

 


 

 

MICAH MICKEY IS PEEKING DOWN AT YOU

 

 

 

 

 

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THIS IS ANOTHER PERSON THAT MADE THIS FOR MICAH MY THANKS TO ALL THAT CARE

 

 

 

A lonely tear escapes my longing eyes,
Why did it have to happen? Why? Why? Why?
If i talk will you hear and answer me?
Or will there only empty silence be?

I imagine your face in all that i see
Though my heart knows it can neverbe.
A sudden voice behind makes me turn and smile again,
It is you... Then the despair and the pain.

I answer question that i never hear.
I see a sea of faces talk ever near.
I try and run but then just scream;
Please awake me from this dream

I can't ever see or touch your face
You're in my heart but not in this human race.


but for micah he came

 

My Child I have

seen

you Before your birth

I have made you

And I shall bear

you

When you walk in light

 

 The darkness of hell

May seem so close

Yet

you know 

 I have a victory

 And you are my child

My eyes are upon

you

 Oh come to me

 

If you shall fall

 I'll lift you up

When you seek 

        Me 

 The flames of hell

 May want to burn you

 Yet you know

I have a victory

And you are

 My child

 

 When you walk

My ways

I am with you

 Like a white cloud

 Gliding above you

When you hold on

my promise

The gates of hell

 

May seem so scary

Yet you know

I have a victory

 And you

 are My child

 

 Cry not

I Am coming

soon Endure,

my child,

endure

I Am

 the Mighty One

 

And you

 are My child

 

 

 

 

All God's Children Print
God Heals

Remember when you heard the words -
and your mind went blank - you were in another world
God heals
Remember in your darkest hours -
when all that surrounds you is pain and sorrow
God heals
Remember friends' prayers - your family's encouragement
- glimmers of hope from everyday angels
God heals
Quiet...you can hear Him now -
always there - yet never this close
God heals
It's just another day -
yet everything has changed - and you hear yourself say
God heals
Birds are singing -
the sky is a beautiful blue - flowers are blooming...
God heals
Truths that you knew as a child -
awakened again with new understanding
God heals
Remember when others can't -
that life is a gift - each day to treasure

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 
and God said . . .

 

and God said . . . .

 

 

 



MICAH WAS AN M&M LITTLE MAN

HE LOVED TWO SPECAIL THINGS

MOM WAS HIS HERO

MICKEY WAS THE MAN

WITHOUT EITHER AND HIS WORLD

WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THE SAME

I CAN SAY AS HIS NANA

THAT HIS MOM MADE HIM

LAUGH

LOVE, SING

DANCE,SMILE

SHE LOVED

THIS

CHILD

SHE

WAS HIS HERO

MICKEY WAS THE BEGINNING AND THE END OF HIS DAY

EVERYTHING MICKEY WE USE TO SAY

WE LAUGHED AND THOUGHT WHAT A WONDERFUL THING

TO WATCH A CHILD WITH

SUCH AN INOCENT GLOW A SPARKLE

FOR MICKEY THAT WAS SUCH A JOY

THESE ARE THINGS THAT I KNOW HOLD ON TO

THE SIMPLY THINGS

PURE JOY !!!!

 

GOD TOOK YOU

MOM NEEDS YOU

WE ALL MISS YOU

EVERYONE LOVES YOU

YOU WERE OUR JOY

 

 

 

 

 


 


 

i went to the store a few weeks
 ago and bought summer clothes
 for baby de' and a few things for
 Angela and i was so happy to do
 so i do it every year nothing
different about that but a frog
planted in my throat was never
there for i was not buying for
one this year and i felt the
emptiness over whelm me in
 away that was so clear
my Micah dear you were
not there with us this year
i have not been to the
grocery store for this reason
 or any where else i guess
 i did not realize this until
that day there is but a season
a season for everything
 and everyone of them will be
new and bring more thoughts
 and memories of you
 
nana trully misses you
 
 
 

 

 



is such a specail thing do we take care of it everyday

the little things the things we say and do do we cherish

 one another do we pray for family everyday

do we sacrifice without question

 do we hug and kiss each other

do we call and say are you okay

 

 

 

 


 

MY TREE IS UP IT NEVER REALLY GOT PUT AWAY

EVERY YEAR I WOULD WRAP IT AND PUT IT TO THE SIDE

BECAUSE I COULD NOT GET IT BACK UP THE TO THE 3RD FLOOR

 AND AS USUAL KIDS LIKE PRESENTS

 BUT THEY DONT LIKE THE WORK

SO HELP WAS OUT OF THE QUESTION

SO NOW IT IS A BEAUTIFUL NIGHT LIGHT WITH

MICAH AND MAKAYLA'S DECORATING THIE YEAR IT IS JUST

GRAND!!!!!!!

 

 

 

 

 

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this is somthing i have got use to saying everyday

i find myself saying i'm sorry for so many things

 

nana is sorry for the things

i have said and done through out my years

i bend my knees to pray

everyday

 

 

 

 

 

ROSES MEAN SO MUCH I SEND

THIS ONE TO MY LOVELY DAUGHTER THAT

I LOVE SOOOOO

VERY MUCH

GOD IS WITH YOU

 

 

 

 


 

micah you are always in my heart and on my mind

i love you so love is somthing and the one thing no one can take from me

you are my grandson boo

 

 

 

 

 

 

you are the only memoriE  have anymore and that is okay with me

 

 

 

 

 

and i pray everyday every minute i can

nana loves you boo in my mind

in my heart

in my soul

is where you are

 

 

 

 

 

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although you are in heaven the season is near we will all love you through out the years know we will never forget you and your life will be celebrated if only in our memories and dreams MERRY CHRISTMAS my grandson
 


 


 


 


 


 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

MICAH LEE DAVID HOWARD

AUGUST30TH 2004     ----------   JANUARY 9TH 2008

 

Micah was born in Bedford Texas on this day to Chad and Angela Howard when he was 3 days old his Nana went to see him he had a problem with his kidney's so we brought the family to Kansas city so Micah could be at children mercy hospital close to all the extended family for help and emotional support for the parents Dr, Murry of the children's hospital determined there was an obstruction and removed it and Micah was so sick but only ended up with a small scar we were all so thankful to God and his care givers they all lived at the grandmothers house for about 6 months his father working 2 jobs and his mother watching over him like a hawk they moved to their own place where they thrived Micah's heath just got better The Mother took a job and missed her son so much in March of 2006 they took a move to Florida for the support of Chad's other son CJ who was having a difficult  time But in April of the same year mom was pregnant with who was to be Micah's baby brother baby "DE" which was born in October 2006 Micah just thought this was grand mom started business school and then they had the most wonderful Christmas ever in 2007 he laughed and snuck to see his presents curious how Santa was to come down the chimney upset papa ate two of Santa's cookies and sang you better not shout you better not cry Santa won't come see you as the days went on he learned the song and watched all the Christmas classics on TV he got ideas from them you would not believe then on the 26th his mother loaded them up for a trip to Lyons Kansas where my Grandson never returned and died on the eve of 9 January 2008 that is when my heart broke in pieces the thought of him not being here i just can't get that in my mind

 

 

 

 

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SPRING IS HERE MY LOVE
NANA IS CLEANING THE YARD
A FOOTBALL HERE
THERE IS A BAT
OH YOUR HAT
FOUR TRIC'S
A BIG WHEEL
YOUR POOL FLOAT
THERE GOES THE TEARS
HERE COMES THE FROG
OH MY GOD THIS IS SO HARD
CAN'T BREATHE
CAN'T SEE FOR THE TEARS
CAN'T MOVE
BACK TO THE COUCH
TRY NOT TO MOVE
PRAY THEY SAY THATS THE WAY
KNEES ARE SORE
NO COMFORT YET
TRY AGAIN TOMORROW
nana


























 
We weren't prepared for you to go
You were too full of life to be
Taken away from us so soon
It's still hard to believe
How much we'll miss your smile
And your laughter in our ears
Your absence leaves a hole in us
We're filling with our tears
You taught us how to be our best
To in the moment live
To never hold a grudge for long
And loyal friendship give
Your presence was a light and joy
We never realized would someday end
Just like the brilliant falling star
That curved 'round heaven's bend ..."
 
 
 
 
 
 
                                                                                                                   

Dear Lord, we think a mistake's been made

And we feel it's right and proper

To inform you of this error made

And ask you to consider our offer

You see...you took someone from us

Who's too rough around the edges

And would be better off on earth with us

Than up with you in heaven

And it wouldn't be a hardship

For us to take him back

Just send him back to us...safe and sound

And there'll be no questions asked

We're even prepared to list the reasons

That he'd be better off right here

And we're sure when they're considered

Your choice will be quite clear

He's just not ready for heaven yet

Right now he'd find it quite a task

But if you'll give him a few more years

We'll work on fixing that

First, you'll find he prefers a pair of jeans

And well-worn shoes or boots

To whatever it is that you wear up in heaven

Be it robes or business suits

For he's much to hard a worker

To keep clothes pristine...he'd make a fuss!

And though you need hard workers in heaven

He'd still be better off with us

Second, when you consider

The language for which he's known

His colorful words would shock the angels

So you might want to send him home

For though you'd respect that he speaks the truth

And "says things as they are"

Frankly, we need more truth like his here on earth

Heaven is just too far

He doesn't have perfect table manners

He prefers beer to a glass of wine

He's just not ready for your heavenly feasts

His manners aren't that refined

And we realize you appreciate his kindness

And the respect he's rightly earned

From those of us privileged to know him..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"You were taken on angel's wings

As you sweetly and quietly slept

And returned to heaven before we knew

That you had even left

Our hearts are heavy and sorrowed

That our time with you was so brief

For you were our gift of heaven's light

That is now replaced with grief

But not so much that we won't be grateful

For every second you were here

You filled our hearts with so much joy

Treasured memories we'll hold forever dear

And though we weren't blessed to see you grow up

We were blessed to see you smile

And hold you lovingly in our arms ..."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It's so difficult to let you go

Though death's left us no other choice

We're mourning the loss of never seeing you again

Of never hearing your precious voice

It seems that in life there are certain times

Which are more than "simply unfair"

When our hearts search out for better answers

But cannot seem to find them there

And such is the case at your passing

Contemplating the briefness of your life

All the great things that you still would have done

If you'd been granted a little more time

It isn't difficult to envision the possibilities

For look at what you'd already done

The difference you'd made in so many lives

In all that you had become

Perhaps you were simply too good for this life

So God called you back to Heaven

That your life needed no further testament

Than the goodness you'd already given

But regardless of the reason

For why you had to depart

We'll miss you every single day of our lives

For you were the pride of our hearts!

Thank you for being our example

Inspiring us through your courage and drive

We'll cherish all the precious memories

You lovingly created in our lives

For truly, your life reflected

A wisdom that few, so young, can see ..."

 

 

 

 

 

 


 

 

 

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
 
"When you were born, on that special day
I held you close to me
And joy overflowed from deep in my heart
With a power I'd never conceived
And I knew from that very moment
That you were a gift of love
Sent to bless my life in so many ways
Truly sent from God above
Watching you grow was a privilege
Daily marveling at the changes in you
Finding it hard to contain my excitement
Dreaming of all the future things we'd do
Both wanting time to slow down and speed up
Sometimes wishing a baby you could stay
Other times, wishing the years could move faster
Perhaps in my own selfish way
For I had planned so many things to show you
Things planned for us to do and see
Wanting to give you every experience
That a magical childhood would need
And I loved all the things we did together
To have your sweet shadow following me
I swelled with pride when you called me"Mommy" 
Being your mother meant so much to me
Words couldn't express my joy at your birth
And will never express the loss in my heart
Knowing you've left and returned to Heaven
That it was deemed your time to part
And though I'm not sure how I'll get through this grief
I promise this much...my dearest son...to you 
That I'll remember you each day with gladness
For that is what you'd want me to do
And though such deep sorrow cannot be wished away
It isn't the memory you'd want to leave
No, you'd want me to remember you with gladness ..."
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
"Heaven's train has come 'a callin'
The conductor tells me "time to go"
I hadn't seen it comin'
I wish that I'd a known
Soft smoke is billowin' billowin' up
The train whistles a fluted sound
And up eternity's track we go
Leavin' this earthly ground
I'd like to have known my passage was booked
The fare paid...my departure planned
'Cause I was just as surprised as you
When from life-to-death I spanned ..."
 
  
"We didn't get to say goodbye
We're devastated that you're gone
We'd've done anything to keep you here with us
Right here where you belong
We didn't know that life would take
Such an unexpected path
That you'd be separated from us so soon
Heartbreaking reality we struggle to grasp
And bitter though our losing you has been
And so profound is the pain that we bear
We're sadder still at no chance for goodbye
No final expression of our deep love and care
Yet believing that you're not too far away
That your Spirit still lingers quite near
We'll say our goodbyes in our words and our thoughts
Trusting that each one you'll hear
First, know that you were loved in the truest of ways
So deep that only our hearts can give expression
You'll be forever surrounded by our love
For we're sending it straight up to Heaven
Please know that you'll be cherished by each one of us
For your example and kindness we'll treasure
We understand now how your life was a gift
That was meant to bless us forever
And though we'll miss you terribly
We want your Spirit to be free
Free to enjoy all the wonders of Heaven
Not bound to us in our grief
So watch over us with happiness from Heaven ..."
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
How do I say goodbye to a brother
That I love as much as you?
I still cannot believe you're gone
I'm still hoping it isn't true
Wishing this heartache was just a dream
From which I'd wake up and find
You still here, in life, with us
Or if not...somehow time we could rewind
For I don't know how to do it
How to say goodbye to a brother like you
There's almost no one who's shared as much of my life
Who knows me as well as you
I often think upon the memories we shared
When we were very young
You teased me, played with me and laughed with me
When our lives had just begun
When we shared simple thoughts and simple dreams
And were lost in childhood's plans
Dreaming up our next adventures
In the vivid ways only children can
And as we grew up there would have been more special moments...
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 nana was in kansas city and you were arriving in bedford texas
i had talked to your mommie so many times she was excited and worried about your health
they thought you might have some trouble with your kidney's
"but they ended up okay with a minor operation
down the line i was on the phone and she was in tears of joy and pain
then the screams came and you were off to an
emergency C SECTION
IT WAS A WHILE BEFORE I GOT TO FIND OUT ABOUT THE NEWS
YOU WERE HERE A HEALTH BOY AND YES
YOU WERE MICAH
will my birthday came and  JR said let's go see that boy and you were
GRAND
will about 3 days later here you came to nana's house that you filled with pure joy
and 3 years later i was talking to your mommie again and there was joy you were going to move to lyon's
and she was happy once again and then i heard those screams again in pain
and there was no joy for GOD had called your name
you never came to nana's house again and there is no more joy
only memories of such a wonderful little blue eyed
boy !!!!!!!!
yes you are nana's MICAH
 

 

 

 


 


 

 

 

GOD TOOK ONE OF THE MIRACLES THAT MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE

HOW DO YOU FIX THAT

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THE TWO GRAPHICS YOU SEE ABOVE WAS MADE BY SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT

DID NOT KNOW MY GRANDSON BUR TOOK THE TIME

TO CARE ANOTHER WAY THAT I KNOW THIS IS A WORLD THAT PEOPLE TAKE

THE TIME FOR OTHER PEOPLE

 

 

 

 

 

 

I LOOK AT THIS AND SAY WORDS THAT I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS SO I  LEAVE THE REST UP TO YOU MY DEAR

 


 

MICAH WOULD COME HOME FROM PAPA'S HOUSE AND GET PAPER FROM THE PRINTER FOR US TO MAKE HIM A PLANE AND IT WOULD NOT WORK LIKE THE ONE PAPA MADE FOR HIM HE WOULD SAY MICAH PAPAR PAIN NANA YOU MAKE FOR ME NANA THERE WOULD BE PAPER ALL OVER THE HOUSE  BUT NONE DID WHAT PAPA'S DID

HE LOVED HIS PAPA SO GO WITH GOD MY CHILD AND WE WILL MEET YOU THERE ONE DAY SOON

 

I can't believe after all this time,I can't get over you,
I guess a love like ours is one of a kind,a love that is true.
It's been 113 days sense you left us to go to God & heavens immensity,
Do you still remember me?

It's like a bad dream that plays over & over in my head,
Of things I wish I'd done or words I would of said.
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you,
Even after all this time,what am I going to do?

Maybe this is the way nana's are suppose to feel,
Perhaps our wounds are never intended to heal.
If I could ask but one question why,
How is it God could need you more than I?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

DO YOU DO YOU EVER THINK ABOUT

YOUR THOUGHTS WHERE THEY

COME FROM AND WHY

ARE THEY SANE

I DO

EVERYDAY NOT SO MUCH BEFORE

NOW ALL THE TIME YOUR ON

MY MIND MY THOUGHTS

NEVER STOP AT ALL

AM I CRAZY

MAYBE

DO YOU THINK OF WHY AND HOW

DO YOU EVER CRY OUT LOUD

HAVE YOU GONE OUT SIDE

TO BREATHE OR SCREAM

DO YOU WAKE UP TO

PRAY DO YOU KNEEL

AND SAY WHY ME

I HAVE

TO BEG FOR ONE MORE DAY DO YOU

BARGAIN AND HOPE THAT JUST

MAYBE ONE OF THOSE

AMAZING MIRACLES

WILL HAPPEN

PRETTY MUCH

THEN YOUR NOT CRAZY OR INSANE

THAT IS CALLED PAIN FOR ME

I NEVER DREAMED I COULD

FEEL THIS BAD THIS SAD

I MISS MICAH

SO MUCH

TO MUCH

ALL DAY I PRAY

 


 


DID WE LET SOMETHING SLIP THREW OUR FINGERS

A BLESSING SO VERY GRAND ONE THAT WE

WILL NEVER GET BACK DO WE WATCH A LITTLE BETTER NOW

HAVE WE LEARNED A LESSON DO WE SHOW ARE FEELINGS

MORE NOW THAT WE HAVE LOST A TRUE BLESSING

DO WE HUG AND KISS OUR CHILDREN MORE

HAVE WE LEARNED A LESSON FROM THIS LOST BLESSING

DO WE TELL OUR CHILDREN HOW TRULLY WONDERFUL THEY ARE

HOW MUCH WE LOVE THEM EVERYDAY THAT WE CARE

UNCONDITIONALLY NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE THERE

HAVE WE LEARNED A LESSON FROM THE BLESSING THAT WE HAVE LOST

MICAH YOU WERE A GIFT FROM GOD A TRUE BLESSING

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



 

 

MY LOVE IT HAS BEEN 5 MONTHS
SENSE YOU LEFT US
AND THE DAYS HAVE MOVED  SLOWLY
IN SPACE AND TIME
THE SEASON HAS CHANGED BUT THE
MOOD IS THE SAME
WE PRAY WE HOPE FOR LOVE, STRENGHT
AND COURAGE
WE’VE BONDED WE’VE SHARED TEARS AND GRIEF
WE’VE HELD EACH OTHER UP WE MISS YOU TOGETHER
WE THINK OF YOU ALWAYS NEVER MISSING A BEAT
THERE IS A REASON AND A SEASON FOR EVERYTHING
YOU WERE ONE OF MY REASONS
FOR BEING NANA YOU SEE
YOU WERE ONE OF GOD’S MIRACLES
THAT MADE MY WORLD WHOLE
NOW THAT YOU’RE GONE
 A NEW DIRECTION I SEEK
GOD LOVED US AS A FAMILY
THEN HE GAVE YOU
YOU’RE WINGS TO WATCH OVER US WITH HIM
THEY SAY HE NEVER MAKES MISTAKES
AND FOR EVERYTHING HE HAS A REASON AND A SEASON
HUMBLE I KNEEL AND PRAY SO I CAN UNDERSTAND
YOUR NANA WILL LOVE YOU THROUGH TIME AND SPACE YOU SEE
FOREVER MISSING AND LOVING YOU ANGEL
THE TEARS I’LL ALWAYS WEEP BUT GOOD THOUGHTS OF YOU MAKE IT EASIER

                      TODAY TOMORROW FOREVER…………….I’M YOUR NANA YOU SEE  


 


 MICAH YOU ARE MY HEART

 MY THOUGHTS MY DREAMS

I MISS YOU MORE

 AND MORE EVERYDAY

I MISS YOUR MOTHER AND BABY DE'

NANA LOVES YOU ALWAYS 

 

 


   

   

 

 

God never promised
A life without pain,
Laughter without tears
Or sun without rain.


But He did promise
Strength for the day,
Comfort for the tears
And light for the way,
And for all who believe
In His Heaven above
He rewards their faith
In His everlasting love

 

 

 

  

 

 When I was angry, Lord,
I was sent to my room.
"Don't come out until you have a smile on your face!"
When I was sad, Lord
I was told to cheer up.
"Just snap out of it!"

Now I expect to be abandoned, Lord.
I expect to be left alone with my pain.
I expect to be lonely in my brokenness.

When I am broken hearted,
When I am crushed in spirit,
Help me to rest in your promise to be close.
Help me to rest in your promise to save.
Amen.

 

 

 

 

 

God, make me brave for life: oh, braver than this.
Let me straighten after pain, as a tree straightens after the rain,
Shining and lovely again.
God, make me brave for life; much braver than this.
As the blown grass lifts, let me rise
From sorrow with quiet eyes,
Knowing Thy way is wise.
God, make me brave, life brings
Such blinding things.
Help me to keep my sight;
Help me to see aright
That out of dark comes light.

 

 

 

 

 

 

I LOOK AT THIS AND I REMEMBER MY CHILD THE THOUGHTS

THAT MUST BE TWIRLING IN HER HEAD THE MEMORIES OF

THE POOL OR JUST THE TUB THE SUMMER IS COMING AND YOUR NOT HERE

THE FUN WE HAD THE TEARS WE SHARED THE LAUGHS

THE GIGGLES STILL IN NANA'S HEAD IS SHE OKAY I OFTEN SAY

HER HEART SO BROKEN WILL IT HEAL

BABY DE'SO FULL OF LIFE AND LOVE TO GIVE TO HER AND SHARE

OR IS MICAH'S MEMORY JUST TO TOUGH

TO MY DAUGHTER WITH ALL MY LOVE

OPEN YOUR HEART EVEN IF IT'S TOUGH

THE HEAVENS ARE WATCHING YOU GUIDING YOU

FROM ABOVE YOUR GIFT FROM GOD WILL HELP

GUIDE YOU NOW HE IS YOUR ANGEL FROM ABOVE

AND THIS ANGEL WAS SO IN LOVE WITH MOMMIE

AND THOSE GREAT BIG HUGS TO KISS THOSE EYES

AND LICK HIS FACE WAS SOME OF HIS

 HAPPIEST DAYS YOU MADE 3 YEARS OF ABSOLUTE JOY

MY GOD YOU HAD A WONDERFUL BOY

LOVE MOM [NANA]

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

MICAH LOVED MICKEY

AND WE LOVED MICAH

SO THERE YOU

HAVE IT
 


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Latest Memories
Lavinia
 

This Christmas was not the same as last year. Last years was so much more fun. But now it was just the last time we saw you. And now tomorrow its been a year. We miss you very much and I will be thinking of you like I am now all day. Again, my life was changed because of you but I wish it hadn't.

 

<3lavinia

Jacky's Mom
 

Happy birthday, little angel buddy!  I decided to sneak into the memory section of your site, because....YOU are not only a precious memory to your family, but also to me.

 

Little, tiny, sweet life loving, baby Micah.  If not for (((YOU))), I honestly wonder where (((I))) would be now, emotionally?

 

Your nana has stated that so often about ME now, giving me credit that I don't deserve.  But she doesn't understand, nor did I until now....

 

It is precious spirits like YOU, child, that keep us going emotionally...that keeps us fighting down here for each other.

 

You and Jacky and all of our Angel babes.  We don't quite understand why we lost you, but I personally understand that it is for a reason, to be worked out to the good.  I've got my helium balloon machine ready too, for Monday.  But I will share in your b'day party tomorrow.

 

By the way...my new out'door  (free food) cafe begins Monday in memory of Jacky.  But YOU are the guest of HONOR.  Hope nobody fines us for all of these balloons and messages!

 

Lots of love to you and your family...

Kathi for Angela & Nana
 

TO MY CHILD
 

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NANA
 

Latest Condolences
scarlett NANA November 26, 2020
 
been another year almost and you are missed like it was yesterday you have a new nephew he is 3 and would give you a run for your money we think of you daily almost hourly it is the season NaNa loves you more and the most each year
mom 2 Waylon Kitchens thinkin of you January 5, 2010
 
   Angel1y                             Angel1v

 

 

 

                                                     Angel1w

 

The sky is filled with Angels
With puffy lacy wings
The remnants of God's beauty
With treasures they now bring

 

Each one of them a Guardian
That travels in the sky
To watch throughout eternity
Their parents from on high

 

Smiles that come from Angels
They fall like crystal rain
Eases earthly burdens
Lifting all life's pain

 

Halos so astounding
That glitter gold each day
Following their loved ones
In such a perfect way

 

Wings in gentle breezes
That fall from up above
Kissing every parent
With everlasting love

 

Angels soar through heaven
With everlasting light
Looking down from heaven
Saying their "goodnights"

 

Kissing all who loved them
So gently on the face
This life's tender mercy
Each parent can embrace

 

Wings and shiny halos
Travel from on high
Surrounding all their loved ones
They never say good-bye.

nana the season November 15, 2009
 
Micah my little guy the season is here the day is drawing near the memories are so very clear and the love for you still here I have stayed clear of this site because functioning for me had become impossible i could not sleep or work i could not take care of Makayla all I could do was stare at your pic's and pray I was obessed with you and the loss of you I could remember the last day i saw you so clear that I was thinking of wrong things I had got myself i danger health financially and in every way possible but i am mentally better so i need to say i love you and thank our friends here for watching over you for me
mom 2 Waylon kitchens Hugs 2 U August 27, 2009
 

 

 

~Angels carry messages of love.~
Janice Jacky's mom May 18, 2009
 

Nana, I'm glad to see that you have responded.  Sometimes when we think that we just can't take it anymore God will give us a fresh breath of energy and outlook on life if we calm our minds and let Him soothe us.  Please keep relying on Him to lead you and allow your support systems such as Maria and myself to continue in your life.  Our lives are our garden in a sense, and hopefully your husband is just a bad weed that needed to be plucked out.  I pray that you allow yourself to find peace in your new surroundings, plant new seeds of love,  keep negative people away from you for now, purpose to enjoy your time with Makayla even during the struggle, and stay strong.  You are a very strong woman or you wouldn't have handled this as well as you have.  Lots of love to you, as I am thinking of you and praying for you.  As for Micah, we do know that he is happy, and there WILL be justice.

 

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